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[Jan. 12th, 2005|07:40 pm] |
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wow it has been seriously too damn long since i have written in this thing. my life hasnt changed much but you know how it goes! me and my baby just had our one year anv. on jan. 8th but we had to celebrate it on the 7th because my fag ass parents made me go to some dumb wedding on the 8th. but anyways, he bought me the prettiest ring ever! omg its beautiful i refuse to take it off but there are times when i have to. but i bought him this ring but the stupid people at the place where i bought it dont know how to size a fucking ring because they made it too damn big but i have to take it back anyways b/c i have to get something engraved on the inside of the band. but anyways. my new years was pretty fun. i got to spend time with my baby which was soo much fun after we got over a little fight we had but you know its all good. we went to kari's neighbors party and then we went up to her kids school and shot off the big ones which was fun. and then we all came back to karis and me and sean were up til like 5 because we couldnt sleep at all which was pissing me off. b/c i dont like it when i dont get my sleep and we kept moving around everywhere. but anywho. i love him more than anything in the world and if anyone trys to take him away from me.. their ass is mine so i am telling u right now.. dont even try. i started this new school at the beginning of the semester which was kinda ok but i hate it because all the people there have sticks up their ass and dont know what the hell they are doing but yeah thats ok im not there to make friends i am there to get my fucking credits and graduate and be done with school and start my life with my baby! well i plan on starting that before i graduate well i dont fucking know i just know i am moving in with him sooner or later.. but yeah. i dontk nowwhat else to say.but i guess i will write in here later..
i love you sean |
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[Oct. 19th, 2004|05:58 pm] |
yeah i got fucking bored so i did this stupid ass thing
[x.] name = sara
[x.] nicknames = whatever people call me
[x.] birthday = march 19, 1987
[x.] piercings = uhh 2
[x.] tattoos = none
[x.] height = 5’1 or 5’2 yeah im a shorty
[x.] shoe size = 8 1/2
[x.] hair color = brown
[x.] length = to my shoulders.. a little past
[x.] pets = a dog
LAST:
[x.] movie you rented = don’t remember
[x.] movie you bought = 13 going on 30
[x.] song you listened to = hmm... i dont know
[x.] song that was stuck in head = somebody told me
[x.] song you've downloaded = uhh idk
[x.] cd you bought = don’t buy them I burn them
[x.] cd you listened to = who gives a fuck
[x.] person you've called = my baby
[x.] person that's called you = anna
[x.] tv show you've watched = battle of the sexes
[x.] person you were thinking of = my boyfriend
DO:
[x.] you wish you could live somewhere else = yean i wanna live in new york or california
[x.] you think about suicide = yes
[x.] others find you attractive = I don’t care what other people think of me
[x.] you want more piercings = yes! i want my tounge and im getting my belly button pierces soon
[x.] you want more tattoos = I want to get one
[x.] you drink = only if im around someone who I trust* my bf*
[x.] you do drugs = no
[x.] you smoke = no
[x.] you like cleaning = that’s all I do at my fucking house cuz nobody else will
[x.] you like roller coasters = nope
[x.] you write in cursive or print = what kind of fucking ? is that
[x.] you carry a donor card = umm how about no
BEST:
[x.] tv shows =, battle of the sexes, real world
[x.] thing in the world = love
[x.] thing to collect = uhhh
[x.] colors of all time = don’t care
[x.] thing to do on a rainy day = sleep
[x.] feeling in the world = trust
FAVORITE:
[x.] food = anything
[x.] song = yeah no
[x.] thing to do = sleep
[x.] sport = dance
[x.] drinks = uhhhhhhhhhh
[x.] clothes = jeans and t shirts
[x.] movies = 13 going on 30
[x.] band =
[x.] holiday = christmas
HAVE YOU:
[x.] ever cried over a boy/girl = umm yes like every night
[x.] ever lied to someone = yes
[x.] ever been in a fist fight = yes
[x.] ever been arrested = umm no
WHAT:
[x.]what shampoo do you use = ummm no
[x.] perfume/cologne do you use = abercrombie 8, pretty in pink from victorias secret
[x.] shoes do you wear = sandals
[x.] are you scared of = being hurt by somebody i care about
NUMBER:
[x.] of times I have been in love? = 1
[x.] of continents I have lived in? = 1
[x.] of drugs taken illegally? = none
[x.] of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 3
[x.] of people I consider my enemies? = haha i have no clue
[x.] of cd's that I own? = haha don’t ask
[x.] of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = uhh I don’t look
[x.] of scars on my body? = don’t ask me to count
[x.] of things in my past that I regret? = fucking things up with my bf
HAVE YOU EVER:
[x.] Fallen for your best friend? = no
[x.] Made out with JUST a friend? = yes… like 10 yrs ago
[x.] Been in love? = yes
[x.] Cheated on someone? = unfortunately I would have to say yes
HAVE YOU/ARE YOU/DO YOU:
[x.] Considered a life of crime? = no
[x.] Considered being a hooker? = people think I am a hooker
[x.] Considered being a pimp? = im good
[x.] Split personalities? = no
[x.] Schizophrenic? = no
[x.] Obsessive compulsive? = sometimes
[x.] Panic? = sometimes
[x.] Anxiety? = nope
[x.] Depressed? = YES
[x.] Suicidal? = YES
[x.] Obsessed with hate? = no
[x.] Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? = FUCK NO
[x.] Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? = what?
[x.] Understanding = huh?
[x.] Open-minded = yes
[x.] Interesting = yes
[x.] Hungry = no
[x.] Friendly = yes
[x.] Childish = haha yes
[x.] Healthy = yes
[x.] Difficult = YEs
[x.] Attractive = sure
[x.] Thirsty = wtf is this shit
[x.] Responsible = hahaha that’s funny
[x.] Sad = yes
[x.] Happy = a good amount
[x.] Trusting = it depends on who
[x.] Talkative = haha yes
[x.] Different = whatever
[x.] Lonely = isnt everybody at one point in time?
[x.] Have tattoos? = this is like the 5th time yall asked this
[x.] Floss daily? = WTF THIS IS SOO GAY
[x.] Own a webcam? = NO.. I don’t like people knowing what I do and watching me
[x.] Ever get off the damn computer? = haha that’s funny
CURRENTS:
[x.] Current Clothes = STALKER
[x.] Current Taste = pizza
[x.] Current Hair = WTF IS THIS SHIT
[x.] Current Annoyance = none
[x.] Current Smell =
[x.] Current thing you ought to be doing = HW
[X.] Current Book = none.. only text books
[x.] Current DVD In Player = NOTHING
[x.] Current Refreshment = omfg these ?’s are stupid as fuck
[x.] Current Worry = wtf that’s none of ur damn business
ON DATING:
[x.] Long or short hair? = short..
[x.] Dark or blond hair? = dark
[x.] Tall or short? = tall
[x.] Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny? = both
[x.] Good boy/girl or bad boy/girl? = both... but they have to know when to be good or bad
[x.] Dark or light eyes? = I don’t care
[x.] Hat or no hat? = if they can pull off the hat look then yes.. l
[x.] Pierced or no? = if they can pull it off
[x.] Freckles or none? = none
[x.] Stubble or neatly shaven? = neatly shaven
ON PREFERENCES:
[x.] Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? = wtf
[x.] McDonalds or Burger King? = McDonalds
[x.] Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? = huh
[x.] Sweet or sour? = depends on the mood
[x.] Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? = dr pepper all the way bitch
[x.] Cats or dogs? = dogs
[x.] Ocean or Pool? = pool... i cant get an ocean in austin
[x.] Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? = Cool Ranch
[x.] With or without ice-cubes? = with
[x.] sunshine or rain? = rain
[x.] Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? = winter
[x.] Vanilla or Chocolate? = vanilla
[x.] Gloves or mittens? = gloves
[x.] Eyes open or closed? = open
[x.] Fly or breathe under water? = fly
[x.] Chewing gum or hard candy? = gum
[x.] Motor boat or sailboat? = motor
[x.] Lights on or off? = off
[x.] Chicken or fish? = chicken
[x.] Clay or Ruben? = yall are fucking physcos |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|02:19 pm] |
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| | pat green-wave on wave | ] |
damn i havent written in here in the fucking longest time ever!!!
nothing much has been going on in my life really. well me and my
boyfriend sean got into this huge ass fight like no other that lasted
for like a week then we broke up for like a month of something but it
felt like it was 10 yeas and i missed him so much but last monday at
like 2 in the morning we got back together. and now i am sooo happy.
but we did have some troubles but still its all fixed now. so yeah its
all good. but yeah school sucks really bad and i hate it SOOOOOOOOOOOO
much you have no idea. i have a fucking 29 in math. i just realized b/c
i didnt turn in a notebook for that class and that is why i have that
and today my dad comes up to me and was like umm why do you have
a 20 avg and kept bitching about it.. ugh that man is sooo annoying but
anyways im done..
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[Sep. 11th, 2004|05:39 pm] |
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yeah today was pretty GAY! but yeah i had to go do test corrections up at school and then sean came up to WW to see me.. and that made my day! then i got taco bell and then i had to go to my cousins soccer game and i decided this spring i am playing soccer.. the end.. |
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[Sep. 9th, 2004|10:08 am] |
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wow its been forever since i have written in here... but yeah there hasnt been much going on in my life lately well except the fact that ii never see my boyfriend anymore and he is most likely mad at me and who the fuck knows what else is going on! and me crying at night over him and its really hard! just i dont know what to do.. and then the fact that i am grounded for like ever b/c of a stupid mistake i made and now its also affecting me and my baby*sean* b/c now im never allowed to talk to him or see him anymore and its REALLY REALLY GAY!!!!!!!! and everyone knows how much in love i am with him! he seriously mean the world to me i really dont think he knows how much he means to me! ahhhhhh!!! but yeah... i guess i will have to write in here later
i love my baby sean *xoxo* |
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[Aug. 15th, 2004|03:46 pm] |
yeah yesterday was a pretty boring/gay day! i woke my ass up at like 9:30 and i thought i was supposed to meet sean at the hospital at 30 so i called him and luckily he wasnt there waiting for me so that was good so then i was waiting to go see sean and i had to fucking wait until 2:15 when we left b/c my stupid brother was crying cuz his stupid ear was hurting him and he had to go tot he doctor and they ending up never going to the docotr and going to best buyy & rooster andrews and acadmey so yeah... but i finally got to go see my baby and i was soooooooooooo happy i was seriously one of the happiest people ever b/c i finally got to see him then my mommy made me leave him to go shopping up at highland so i did but then we came back and i got to spend more time with him but something really bad happened so yeah we had to deal with that for a lil while then i had to leave at like 6:30 but i didnt want to leave and my mom was getting mad cuz she was waiting for me outside while i was saying bye to my baby sean which i didnt want to do.. then yeah i went home and didnt do shit for the rest of the day...
now today haha: umm i woke up at like 9:30 again.. i didnt wanna get up at all and then i had to and i got ready for church which took like 5 seconds haha then my parents were ready yet so i got online and i started talking to my baby* yay * and we talked for a lil bit and then i went in my room and i started crying* long story* but yeah then i went to church was pretty boring then we had some party there and there was like beyond so much food.. so yeah i gained like 5 lbs..but ya thats my day.. school starts tomorrow how GAY! well i have to go..my dad is being an asshole |
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| schlitterbahn |
[Aug. 13th, 2004|08:54 am] |
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| | me & emily-rachel proctor | ] |
yeah yesterday i went to schlitterbahn with ry and stephanie and it was sooo much fuN! we were all going on rides and laughing and shit! but the most fucking funiest thing in the world was that ry was wondering what time is it and she goes up and trys to ask a deaf guy.. hahaha that was hilarious.. well anyways.. me,ry,and stephanie were all in the pool and i saw ray and chris and they didnt recognize me until i was leaving and they wre like ur that girl and then we all hung out for a lil bit.. but then we had to go check in so yeah it was all good and then we were going on this one ride and i was going down and the lifeguard and he was like how old are you?17... where are you from? austin whats ur name? sara and he was like staring at me i was like what?! and he just shook his head.. kinda creepy and then we went on the ride again and he was all splashing water on us and he was staring at me again.. kinda scary.. but anywho.. then on about half of the other rides all 3 of us got stuck and the lifeguards would bitch but hey it was fun.. but the fucking bad thing is that im bured to hell and it hurts soo bad.. i was talking to my baby yesterday and he was like it will get worse tomorrow which is today and i didnt believe him.. but now i know what hes fucking talking about.. it hurts like a son of bitch on a saturday night.. lol
well i guess ill write again whenever i get the chance.. i love yall |
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| love |
[Aug. 8th, 2004|09:55 pm] |
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why does love have to be so difficult sometimes.. i hate it!!!! me and my baby*sean* got in a fight and we were like i dont care.. neither do i blah blah blah and i hung up on him and right then my phone died and so that made it even worse*ahhh* then he tried to call me bak and it wouldnt let me answer it would just would hang up on him.. and i felt bad.. I HATE LOVE SOMETIMES! |
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[Aug. 8th, 2004|05:58 pm] |
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yeha today was a pretty boring day! my baby*sean* and me have been going out for 7 months today*yay* lol but anyways.. i got to talk to my friend that is moving down from california to leander! near me yay!!!! lol but yeah im bored so im gunna go.. |
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| gay |
[Aug. 6th, 2004|05:06 pm] |
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wow now this has been forever since i have written in here DAMN! LOL well today has gone pretty damn GAY!!!!!!! yeah for some damn reason i woke up at 6:43 and then i went back to sleep and then i woke up at like 11 to say bye to my parents and shit like that because today they left for reno/las vegas whatever you call it hahah and so yeah i am here.. yeah.. then my baby*sean* left for missouri to go to the lake so im sitting here with nothing to do b/c im bored.. yeah and then i got in a huge fight with my grandparents.. so this is pretty shitty! ugh
i guess ill write later |
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[Jul. 13th, 2004|09:12 pm] |
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wow its been too damn long since i have writtne up in here.... hahaha but yeah i guess ill inform all of yall of what has been oging on in my life.. umm nothing to much around here but just i have been working wiht my parentals until i get a REAL job b/c the job that i have doesnt exactly count as a job..haha dont ask about that one.. but i have just been hanging out with my friends going out.. i have been able to see my boyfriend a lot lately and so that has made me real happy hehe but yeha.. i dont know what else.. i went to schlitterbahn with my friend whitney the other day which was fun i guess... just the fact the lines were 3 hours long..so yeah.. i guess ill write later..bye |
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[Jun. 14th, 2004|11:35 am] |
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wow its been a long time since i have written in my journal! hehe but yeah! summer has been so gay and boring! there is no point to it! EXCEPT GETTING OUT OF SCHOOL. But yeah ive been working a lil bit but not much but hey i am just in it for the money.. but its in my parents company so thats kinda gay but hey its all good you know but yeah.. i dont really have anything to sya so ill ttyl bye |
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| in westlake |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|06:56 pm] |
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yeah ive been in westlake since last night.. and its been sooo much fun with my cousin
Last Night:
last night me and nicole just hung out here... we were supposed to go to a party out at the lake but that didnt work out to well b/c everyone ended up cancelling and so that was kinda gay so then me and nicole went over to blockbuster and rented Gothika and then we went over albertsons and bought candy hehe and i fell on my ass coming out of the store hahaha yeah not cool... *in between that i got to drive nicoles MUSTANG* HELL YAH BABY!!!!!!!!!!!! and then we went to gas up.. and blasted pat green... haha then we came home and watched gothika which was sooo scary and then i talked to my baby for about an hour and then sleep
Today:
we woke up around 11 and we ate breakfast.. and then we were waiting for her friend to call to tell her if we were going to go tubing ot nor but we ending upnot going so we went over to nicoles friend joey and hung out with him and then nicole bitched at him so we left and then went to her friend laurens house and then met up with joey again at taco bell and then we decided to go seea movie and we went to see van helsingand then now im here*
well thast my day... ill tell u more later |
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| in westlake |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|02:30 am] |
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in wstlake with my favorite cousin ever! |
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| why? |
[May. 14th, 2004|09:35 pm] |
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how is that you like somebody sooo much and then they can just turn around and be like fuck you and stay the fuck away from me and just drop you like that... i have been in these situations soo much that im not even going to try anymore! if there is a perfect guy out there for me he can come to me cuz i sure as hell not going to go out looking for them! |
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| my life |
[May. 7th, 2004|10:48 pm] |
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it was scary... it was about 9:30 and me and my mom were on our way from HEB and all that and we were going up to a stop sign and of course we stopped and we had the right away and my mom was about to turn the corner but she went to grab something on the floor and thank god she did! a car comes speeding up and didnt even stop and i was sitting in the passenger seat and if my mom wud of turned we would of crashed and my mom said that i would of died... wow i was soo scared and i just scared crying.. i dont know why but i did.... thank god for my life! |
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[May. 7th, 2004|07:32 pm] |
Layer.one
Name: Sara
Birthdate: March 19, 1987
Birthplace: Austin,TX
Current location: Austin,tx
Eyes: brown
Hair: dark brown
Height: 5’3
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: pisces
Layer.two
Your heritage: a bit of everything
Your weakness: not standing up for myself
Your shoes you wore today: black sandals
Your fears: fear of falling, fear of being alone, rejection
Your perfect pizza: ummmm
Goal you'd like to achieve: graduate from college, be able to make my parents proud, making something of myself,
Layer.three
Your thoughts first waking up: ummmm
Your best physical feature: don’t know
Your bedtime: when I fall asleep
Your most missed memory: when I used to be happy
Layer.four
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
Single or group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: no preference
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
Layer.five
Smoke: I have before
Cuss: of course
Sing: sure why not
Take showers daily: yes
Have a crush: yes, haven’t we all
Think you've been in love: yes
Want to go college: hope so
Want to get married: for sure
Believe in yourself: not as much as I should
Get motion sickness: sometimes
Think you're attractive: somewhat
Think you're a health freak: I can be, people get mad at me
Get along with your parents: no
Like thunderstorms: yes
Play an instrument: nope
Layer.six - in the past 6 months
Gone to the mall: yes, just the other day
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: oh ya
Eaten sushi: nope
Been on stage: yes
Gone skating: don’t think so, not since I was like 5
Made homemade cookies: no
Gone skinny dipping: yes
Dyed your hair: no
Stolen anything: ya
Layer.seven - ever..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: somewhat
Been called a tease: haha ya
Got beaten up: no
Layer.eight
Age you hoped to be married: 24
Number and name of children:1 or 2, Gracie/ Christian
Dream wedding: outside or on the beach…or both
How do you want to die: in my sleep
Where do you want to attend college: I don’t know
Dream job: don’t know
Country you want to visit: France
Layer.nine - In a guy/girl...
Best eye color: blue or green
Best hair color: dark blonde to brown
Short or long hair: short
Height: taller than me, 6 foot seems about right
Best weight: athletic body
Best clothing: anything they look good in
Best first date location: don't know
Best first kiss location: somewhere private
Layer.ten
Number of drugs taken illegally: …..
Number of people I could trust with my life: not to sure
Number of CDs that I own: at least 100
Number of piercings: 2
Number of tattoos: none
Number of times my name's been in the news: umm none I don’t think
Number of scars on my body: not even going to start counting
Number of things in my past that I regret.: don’t even know |
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| i wish |
[May. 7th, 2004|06:02 pm] |
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| | blake shelton- austin | ] |
i have gotten the perfect chances to be able to hang out with him but why should i even think about it... i never will be able to... sometimes i wish i was someone else... i wish i could live a different life. why cant my parents just understand that they cant hold on anymore? let me be... i guess this is the way it will always be.. i should just forget what i might of been able to have.... |
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| difference |
[May. 6th, 2004|08:45 pm] |
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be careful... there is a big difference between friends and someone who is more than just your friend... |
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